Muje bachpn he se docter banay ka shoq tha shaid is ki waja yeh the k mery ghr wale yeh chahte the. Jub se school me mera addmission hoa tha or meri mother aksar yahe kaha karte the k meri beti to padh likh kr bohut badi docter baney ge. lekin FSC me khosiso k baad be meri percantage itne nhi a sake k muje aage madical me addmission mil sake.
Majboran mene BSC me addmission ly liya or je laga kr padhne lage.
Humari class me sirf do ladky or dus ladkiya the. Hammad mera class fellow tha woh bohut shareef ladka tha kise ladki ki terf ankh utha kr nhi dekhta tha muj ko is ki yahe aada achi lage or padhai me be bohut acha tha.
Ek din free period me woh ground me baitha chai pee rha tha mene qareeb ja kr baat ki. Aap k pass kl k notes hai me kl nhi aae the hammad ne muje dairy de. Me notes ly kr waha se chale gae.
Woh jub class me aaya tou bohut khosh lag rha tha. Agly din woh college ki gallery me khada tha me qareeb se guzri tou woh kehne laga sana meri baat suno me ruk gae woh kch dara hoa sa tha or kahne laga please aap bura mat manie kya aap ka number mil sukta ha kch sawalat k bare me baat krna tha muje yaqeen tha k woh ik shareef ladka ha is liay mene hammad ko apna number de diya.
Ab woh rooz muj se phone pr thore se baat krta humari dosti ko ik hafta hoa tha k hammad ne collage chord diya or lahore chala gya lekin humari baat phone pr thore bohut baat ho jate the woh buht achi batain krta tha je chata tha is ki batain sunte raho.
Ek din me apni family k sath ik hotel me khana khane gae tou muje hammad waha nazr a gya ik khobsorat ladki k sath baitha hoa tha or bohut hans hans kr os ladki se batain kr rha tha mene hammad ko SMS kiya kaha ho tum woh kahne laga me wapis a gya hon or is waqt apne ik cazn k sath hotel me baitha hon. Hammad ne abe tk muje nhi daikha tha muje bht jalen hoe k yeh q yaha kise ladki k sath ha is din k baad se mene hammad se sahe terha baat nhi ki woh bht preshan rehne laga lekin muj se naraazge ki waja nhi pouche me ise intizaar me the woh poche tou sawal kro k kon the woh jis k sath tum hotel me baithe the or q?
Jub hammad ne ik bar be nhi poucha k tum q naraaz ho tub muje yaqeen ho gya k is ka mammala ise ladki se ha tubhe hammad ka phone aaya or mene us se jhagda kiya hammad muje kch kehna cha rha tha magr mene us ki ik baat nhi sune or keh diya k jis k sath ose k sath raho or ab muj se kabhi rabta nhi krna us ne kahe baar phone kiya najane muje kya ho gya tha mene har baar us ka phone cut kr diya yeh baat soch soch kr muje gusa aata tha k woh kise or k sath ha ise liay mene hammad se nata tor diya.
Kch din baad hammad ne dobara humare collage me addmission ly liya magr ab woh pehle wala hammad na tha--boht badal gya tha kise se koi baat nhi krta bs alag thalg sub se bezaar rehta tha.
Ek din meri dost ne muje a kr bataya k hammad ki cazn humari teacher se milne aae ha - yeh wohe the jis ko mene hammad k sath hotel me daikha tha os k jane k baad - bato bato me mene apni teacher se poucha tou unho ne bataya k yeh in ki bachpn ki dost ha or hammad k bade bhai ki biwi - do bacho ki maa ha or hammad k chacha ki beti hai.
Itni tafseel jan kr meri ankhain khul gae khud pr gusa aane laga k mene q hammad se rista khtm kr diya. Ghr pounch kr mene hammad ko phone kiya or maafe mange tou woh kahne laga afsoos ha me tum ko aise zehan ki ladki nhi sumajta tha tabhe passand kiya or shadi krna chata tha magr tumhare shk ne humare dosti or muhabbat k khobsorat riste ko tod diya mene kahe baar tum ko manane ki khosis ki or batana chaha k woh meri bhabe ha magr tum ne koi baat na sune ab mene yeh faisala kiya ha k me shake mizaaj ladki ko apni zindage me koi jaga nhi de sukta yeh keh kr os ne phone rakh diya.
Is k baad woh collage nhi aaya or os ka number be band tha me dua krte hon ik baar phone pr rabta kr le tou me os se kaho please muje maaf kr do me tum jise insaan ko khona nhi chahte.
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